July 2018

When I get High I Just Wanna Cry

2018-06-13T02:29:43+00:00 July 3rd, 2018|Field Reports|

I’ve been looking for an answer to why lately when I get high (sativa) I tend to just want to cry all the time … just all these thoughts and usually about things I feel I’m lacking in or missing. It made me stop smoking because I would be around people and need to cry! [...]

Cannabis and Emotional “Flooding”

2018-07-03T16:08:17+00:00 July 2nd, 2018|Field Reports|

Hi Becca, I came across your website while looking for information and experiences from people who have had profound emotional and emotional integration experiences while on cannabis. Great, I’m glad you’re with me. Make sure you subscribe on my Cannanaut website so we can be in touch – I’m planning on taking my Cannabis Elevation Ceremonies on-line [...]

June 2018

Am I a Silly Cannabis Fanboy?

2018-06-13T02:29:06+00:00 June 15th, 2018|Field Reports|

I use cannabis religiously and medicinally almost. I mean I hold it as sacred and healing. I started out smoking about a year ago. It calmed my anxiety to a manageable point and relief from nerve pain has got me out of the house and on many walks and better diet. I've lost a lot [...]

An Empath Struggles with His “Gift”

2018-06-13T01:11:58+00:00 June 13th, 2018|Field Reports|

You know ma'am, I've suffered from depression for over 7 years. I have had suicidal thoughts all the time. I mean, I haven't had a bad life per se but I'm an empath and I've had a life experience that has made me kind of a misfit, maladjusted, unsociable young man. I'm weird in many [...]

Leveraging Cannabis as a Reward

2018-06-13T02:31:23+00:00 June 11th, 2018|Field Reports|

When I get flashbacks I used to hit my head out of frustration and cut myself with any near by sharp objects. But now I use marijuana as a reward system for my brain. That if I can remain calm and not hurt myself I can smoke at the end of the day. It works [...]

Cannabis Never Helped Me

2018-06-13T02:30:34+00:00 June 6th, 2018|Field Reports|

From someone who used MJ for 10 years to heal CPTSD [Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder] I can honestly say that cannabis couldn’t heal me. Only God heals. I am making-up for numbing myself that long and only by God’s grace am I able to process the emotional flashbacks I suppressed so long with drugs. [...]

Meditating and Being Alone Did It for Me

2018-06-13T02:27:01+00:00 June 2nd, 2018|Field Reports|

I smoked marijuana consistently with my friends during my junior and senior year and it gave me anxiety and depression from emotions that were overwhelming. After I graduated this year I told myself "Ok, are you just going to let these emotions continue to fuck you up mentally or are you going to face them [...]

May 2018

Wants to Use Cannabis Like Ayahuasca

2018-06-01T19:47:33+00:00 May 31st, 2018|Field Reports|

"Hey Becca … what’s the best way I can use Cannabis to make it similar to a ayahuasca ceremony? Can I use the Cannabis and make a similar setting as if it was a ceremony by myself at home?" – Steven V.   Becca's Comments: Hi Steven, you don’t say what country you’re in but [...]

I Can’t Leave My House

2018-06-13T01:12:38+00:00 May 15th, 2018|Field Reports|

PTSD is killing me! I am considering using weed. My issue is that it is illegal where I am (Australia) soon to be legalised etc. My problem is my medical supply is expensive and not consistent... I have problems leaving my home. – R.N. Becca comments: Yes, R.N. social anxiety (a symptom of trauma) is [...]

Complex post-traumatic stress disorder

2018-06-13T01:11:21+00:00 May 13th, 2018|Field Reports|

I stumbled this evening upon your website. I fit closely with the not-yet-acknowledged diagnosis of C-PTSD (Complex post-traumatic stress disorder). At 50-years of age, it’s hard to believe that this goes on. But sadly, I am certain that I am one of only millions. It’s become quite clear that while I was looking at Ayahuasca, [...]