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January 2019

An Empath Struggles with His “Gift”

2019-01-13T21:49:16+00:00 January 13th, 2019|Field Reports|

You know ma'am, I've suffered from depression for over 7 years. I have had suicidal thoughts all the time. I mean, I haven't had a bad life per se but I'm an empath and I've had a life experience that has made me kind of a misfit, maladjusted, unsociable young man. I'm weird in many [...]

Am I a Silly Cannabis Fanboy?

2019-01-13T21:50:11+00:00 January 13th, 2019|Field Reports|

I use cannabis religiously and medicinally almost. I mean I hold it as sacred and healing. I started out smoking about a year ago. It calmed my anxiety to a manageable point and relief from nerve pain has got me out of the house and on many walks and better diet. I've lost a lot [...]

Wondering if Cannabis is Right for Her?

2019-01-13T21:43:52+00:00 January 10th, 2019|Field Reports|

I’ve been smoking for a few months off and on and it does nothing but make me sad and guilty for things that have nothing to do with me. I’ll start feeling someone else’s sadness and so on. The thing is I’m already an empathetic person so it couldn’t possibly be “teaching” me. I don’t [...]

December 2018

Cannabis Never Helped Me

2019-01-13T21:47:54+00:00 December 14th, 2018|Field Reports|

From someone who used MJ for 10 years to heal CPTSD [Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder] I can honestly say that cannabis couldn’t heal me. Only God heals. I am making-up for numbing myself that long and only by God’s grace am I able to process the emotional flashbacks I suppressed so long with drugs. [...]

November 2018

Bringing Cannabis and Soul Searching Together

2019-01-13T21:42:13+00:00 November 30th, 2018|Cannanaut Blog, Spirit Plant Cannabis|

I refer to my Cannanaut® work as the “third wave” of cannabis. That is combining cannabis plant medicine with exploring our deeper consciousness, often referred to as “cannabis and spirituality” … a handy but not entirely accurate reference. Technically, in the scientific realm, it’s called the “psycho-spiritual” use of the plant although I don’t particularly [...]

Cannabis Digs Deep

2019-01-13T21:44:38+00:00 November 15th, 2018|Field Reports|

Cannabis is an emotional healer for me! Suddenly when I smoke I start to cry thinking about the past. And I get certain feelings when I smoke that come to the surface – feelings I have been suppressed now come free and get released. Also it’s healed my whole body too. My bones or ears [...]

October 2018

Cannanaut: Welcome to My World of Cannabis, Meditation & Emotional Liberation

2019-01-13T21:42:51+00:00 October 30th, 2018|Cannabis Science, Cannanaut Blog, Difficult Emotions, Elevation Ceremonies, Kundalini Meditation, Psychedelics, Spirit Plant Cannabis|

This is my new website! If you’re a veteran subscriber you know it’s been a long time in coming. More than 2 years ago I discontinued my project producing and hosting pilots for a TV show, which was about the wonders of cannabis called Marijuana Straight Talk, so that I could devote my time exclusively to [...]

Leveraging Cannabis as a Reward

2019-01-13T21:48:37+00:00 October 17th, 2018|Field Reports|

When I get flashbacks I used to hit my head out of frustration and cut myself with any near by sharp objects. But now I use marijuana as a reward system for my brain. That if I can remain calm and not hurt myself I can smoke at the end of the day. It works [...]

September 2018

Meditating and Being Alone Did It for Me

2019-01-13T21:46:46+00:00 September 20th, 2018|Field Reports|

I smoked marijuana consistently with my friends during my junior and senior year and it gave me anxiety and depression from emotions that were overwhelming. After I graduated this year I told myself "Ok, are you just going to let these emotions continue to fuck you up mentally or are you going to face them [...]

Complex post-traumatic stress disorder

2019-01-13T21:46:01+00:00 September 13th, 2018|Field Reports|

I stumbled this evening upon your website. I fit closely with the not-yet-acknowledged diagnosis of C-PTSD (Complex post-traumatic stress disorder). At 50-years of age, it’s hard to believe that this goes on. But sadly, I am certain that I am one of only millions. It’s become quite clear that while I was looking at Ayahuasca, [...]