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May 2018

Cannanaut: Welcome to My World of Cannabis, Meditation & Emotional Liberation

2018-05-25T22:28:59+00:00 May 20th, 2018|Cannabis Science, Cannanaut Blog, Difficult Emotions, Elevation Ceremonies, Kundalini Meditation, Psychedelics, Spirit Plant Cannabis|

This is my new website! If you’re a veteran subscriber you know it’s been a long time in coming. It was about 3 years ago that I pivoted from producing and hosting a high profile TV show about the wonders of cannabis called Marijuana Straight Talk to letting that go so I could devote my time [...]

March 2018

Bringing Cannabis and Soul Searching Together

2018-03-28T16:24:35+00:00 March 28th, 2018|Cannanaut Blog, Spirit Plant Cannabis|

I refer to my Cannanaut® work as the “third wave” of cannabis. That is combining cannabis plant medicine with exploring our deeper consciousness, often referred to as “cannabis and spirituality” … a handy but not entirely accurate reference. Technically, in the scientific realm, it’s called the “psycho-spiritual” use of the plant although I don’t particularly [...]

Complex post-traumatic stress disorder

2018-03-13T22:15:42+00:00 March 13th, 2018|Field Reports|

I stumbled this evening upon your website. I fit closely with the not-yet-acknowledged diagnosis of C-PTSD (Complex post-traumatic stress disorder). At 50-years of age, it’s hard to believe that this goes on. But sadly, I am certain that I am one of only millions. It’s become quite clear that while I was looking at Ayahuasca, [...]

An Empath Struggles with His “Gift”

2018-03-13T22:14:29+00:00 March 13th, 2018|Field Reports|

You know ma'am, I've suffered from depression for over 7 years. I have had suicidal thoughts all the time. I mean, I haven't had a bad life per se but I'm an empath and I've had a life experience that has made me kind of a misfit, maladjusted, unsociable young man. I'm weird in many [...]

I Can’t Leave My House

2018-03-13T22:13:27+00:00 March 13th, 2018|Field Reports|

PTSD is killing me! I am considering using weed. My issue is that it is illegal where I am (Australia) soon to be legalised etc. My problem is my medical supply is expensive and not consistent... I have problems leaving my home. – R.N. Becca comments: Yes, R.N. social anxiety (a symptom of trauma) is [...]

Meditating and Being Alone Did It for Me

2018-03-13T22:12:37+00:00 March 13th, 2018|Field Reports|

I smoked marijuana consistently with my friends during my junior and senior year and it gave me anxiety and depression from emotions that were overwhelming. After I graduated this year I told myself "Ok, are you just going to let these emotions continue to fuck you up mentally or are you going to face them [...]

Leveraging Cannabis as a Reward

2018-03-13T22:11:38+00:00 March 13th, 2018|Field Reports|

When I get flashbacks I used to hit my head out of frustration and cut myself with any near by sharp objects. But now I use marijuana as a reward system for my brain. That if I can remain calm and not hurt myself I can smoke at the end of the day. It works [...]

Cannabis Never Helped Me

2018-03-13T22:10:38+00:00 March 13th, 2018|Field Reports|

From someone who used MJ for 10 years to heal CPTSD [Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder] I can honestly say that cannabis couldn’t heal me. Only God heals. I am making-up for numbing myself that long and only by God’s grace am I able to process the emotional flashbacks I suppressed so long with drugs. [...]

When I get High I Just Wanna Cry

2018-03-13T22:09:39+00:00 March 13th, 2018|Field Reports|

I’ve been looking for an answer to why lately when I get high (sativa) I tend to just want to cry all the time … just all these thoughts and usually about things I feel I’m lacking in or missing. It made me stop smoking because I would be around people and need to cry! [...]

Am I a Silly Cannabis Fanboy?

2018-03-13T22:08:40+00:00 March 13th, 2018|Field Reports|

I use cannabis religiously and medicinally almost. I mean I hold it as sacred and healing. I started out smoking about a year ago. It calmed my anxiety to a manageable point and relief from nerve pain has got me out of the house and on many walks and better diet. I've lost a lot [...]