June 2018

Am I a Silly Cannabis Fanboy?

2018-06-13T02:29:06+00:00 June 15th, 2018|Field Reports|

I use cannabis religiously and medicinally almost. I mean I hold it as sacred and healing. I started out smoking about a year ago. It calmed my anxiety to a manageable point and relief from nerve pain has got me out of the house and on many walks and better diet. I've lost a lot [...]

An Empath Struggles with His “Gift”

2018-06-13T01:11:58+00:00 June 13th, 2018|Field Reports|

You know ma'am, I've suffered from depression for over 7 years. I have had suicidal thoughts all the time. I mean, I haven't had a bad life per se but I'm an empath and I've had a life experience that has made me kind of a misfit, maladjusted, unsociable young man. I'm weird in many [...]

Leveraging Cannabis as a Reward

2018-06-13T02:31:23+00:00 June 11th, 2018|Field Reports|

When I get flashbacks I used to hit my head out of frustration and cut myself with any near by sharp objects. But now I use marijuana as a reward system for my brain. That if I can remain calm and not hurt myself I can smoke at the end of the day. It works [...]

Cannabis Never Helped Me

2018-06-13T02:30:34+00:00 June 6th, 2018|Field Reports|

From someone who used MJ for 10 years to heal CPTSD [Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder] I can honestly say that cannabis couldn’t heal me. Only God heals. I am making-up for numbing myself that long and only by God’s grace am I able to process the emotional flashbacks I suppressed so long with drugs. [...]

Meditating and Being Alone Did It for Me

2018-06-13T02:27:01+00:00 June 2nd, 2018|Field Reports|

I smoked marijuana consistently with my friends during my junior and senior year and it gave me anxiety and depression from emotions that were overwhelming. After I graduated this year I told myself "Ok, are you just going to let these emotions continue to fuck you up mentally or are you going to face them [...]